on and on and on about nothing.

that picture has nothing to do with what im talking about but i dont care.
i cut my hair.
my hair is so bleh.
i am seriously considering a pixie cut to start over.
its just dead and gross.
cameron would kill me if i did that though.

cameron told me when i blog i can't try and make our lives seem all glamorous.
trust me, i don't think that is my problem.
its probably more the opposite.
remember when i posted and said i wouldn't be "working"
cause we will be going to the museum and swimming.
trust me, its work.
i'm not complaining though.
its really not that bad other than the fact
that i get headaches really easily
and both children think they need to scream whenever they say something.
we go to aaru's (the younger girl) swim lessons
and then we have a 20 minute break before we go to nithila's (the older girl).
and literally nithila is just SOOOO BOOREEDD
if she has to wait a whole 7 minutes before getting in the pool.
and she tells me every minute.
aaru was painting today and nithila stole the paint she was using from her.
aaru got sad.
i told nithila she needed to give it back to her sister,
and wait her turn.
she got all mad and stormed off to her room and locked her door.
it was actually kind of nice. haha.
today i had to go pick up aaru from a class.
i left nithila at home with her grandpa.
i accidentally left 15 minutes early so i could have some time to just sit in my car without kids
that was the best 15 minutes i've had in chicago so far.
the ride from her class to home is MAYBE 3 miles.
she told me at least 4 times that she was soo bored.
its like they have to be doing something all the time or else they aren't happy.
ok i'm being dramatic.
the girls are fun and cute.
but 10 hours a day is too much.
and i know for a fact they do things that
their mom wouldnt let them get away with but
since i am just the "babysitter", they can do it.
after this week-
3 weeks down.
8 to go.

sorry i just talked your ears off.
chicago is cool and all.. for a vacation maybe.
i dont think i would ever want to live here.
can't wait to get back the west where our families live.
i feel so out of it here.
k bye.

cameron just told me he wants a shirt to wear for the world cup.
guess that means we're going to the store.
and now i have an excuse to buy something too.
shhhhhhh.